There only one young once so take them to them out and let them explore the world with you. Let them see the Shark tank 1000 times because that amazement wont be there forever.
The world is an awful place The world is a beautiful place Literally I want to travel the world and see all of its wonders, although I also want to stay in my little bubble and bring my child with me in said bubble I feel I have no right to complain when I can openly walk down the streets, in shorts, of my suburban neighbor towing my kid in his wagon while he munches on over priced veggie chips and is fully clothed. I also will have a huge bottle of water that I easily obtained from my sink. I think to myself Jessica how can u be so depressed, angry, and wanting more when I already have what some people pray for every night. This in turn spirals me to become more mad at myself for being ungrateful for my relatively easy life and mundane first world problems, like the trash collectors never coming on time. They always seem to come right when he's napping. I feel everything for people in third world countries. I watched a movie called Lion the other day. The first 30 minutes and...
So this is gonna be one of those post/blog that maybe someone will get some use out of. Sometimes I feel so bad because I don't do anything. I don't work or go to school. I just stay home and take care or my kid. (Let's be honest though daycare is way to much) anyway, I can tell when I haven't been productive because I feel sluggish and useless and I really get depressed. So these are things I do that hopefully you can do to help you. 10: GET A PLANNER: Now before you say I have nothing to write in a planner, I don't ever actually use it, or i use it for like a month and then never touch it again. I did everyone of those things above. 9. WRITE WHAT YOU DO IN A DAY IN THAT PLANNER: it helps me feel so much more productive by just actually using the planner. I write every mundane thing down. Like I took shower, I did the dishes, I read in my book. And by the end of the week I can see everything I did. Sometimes just taking a shower is an accomplishment for me som...
Loneliness and anger just keep building I am in a cage with the door wide open I want to run and never look back I want to give up and let go I wish I had listen to everyone I can't believe how ignorant I am But I guess that's what I am I'm easy I'll do whatever it takes to make you happy Even if it cost me my own happiness I can't pretend any longer I can't do the work all by myself any longer But I'll keep doing it I want to be selfish now I want to pursue my dreams I want to live where I choose I want help when I ask for it I want someone to support me mentally not financially But I can't because I'm trapped In Rock bottom.
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